Monday, September 19, 2005

Elaun...Shopping...Test....Badminton....

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullah Hiwabarakatuh.... dan salam sejahtera....

Mula2 berita penting...

Elaunku kluar udahhhh~~~~ weeeheeeheeee TAPIIII.....terpaksa bayar baju raya ku lagi....
uwaaaa....kapihhh tia balikkkk!!!!
Aku heran dorg c bexx hapiz jul_panjang madi izni mazrah nie cha nada elaun bulan 7, dorg ada yg bulan 8 SAHAJA....aku n khalidi ganya yg ada yg bulan 7....maybe sal kmi resit ariatu kali....iatah dorg sasak....aku jua kana...aku jua kana blame....hehe tp nda apa asal aku KAYA....wah wah wah....

Di malam i went to HuaHo d Manggis...gilakkk ramai urg eventho jam telah menunjukkan pukul 910 mlm!!! Tp apa nda jua ada lg free gifts nya ahh.ngalihkan saja aku ikut...hehe adiku pigi d sna waktu pg...ia untung ehh kana bg gifts anie waahhh...abgku lagi membuyuk d aganya tmpat yg kna bg hadiah atu balik2.Iatah byk olehnya...iskk iskk iskk nda pemalu banar...cubatah bawa aku dpt jua ku danganiee...haha taiee la...aku kn dangani? wah wah wah malastah kuuu...mun skali ganya ok la...mun balik2 iatah nada tuuu...

Td pg kmi test ISE hehe alhamdulillah ok2 soalan2nya...mcm soalan2 last year ahh...sanang gilaa...p ada jua soalan yg aku stuck sikit mcm sal "cpu" atu konfus sikit p aku jawab plng...i hope aku pass la...AMIN AMIN....

I plan kn main badminton every saturday...c madi leejah mau plng tu udah...boringku nada sport kn d main.Aku kn kuruskan badanku...sana sini dah lemak badan ku ee...
AAArggghhhh!!!! aku mau kurussssssssss!!!!! uwaaaaaaaaaaaa.......diz week kali ku stat main......haha ingatku msg c jalutt...haha warm up 10 kali? haha atu kepisan tu ee...mental2...

bah gtg dulu....nanti g update my blog...hehe tek k y'all...hugz mwahzz

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Arghhh~~~ Elaun oh elaun!!!

hi there! hmm...stress ku ehh bila elaun kuar ahh?!? kering kontang dah ku nie...dorg c bexx na g batah kuar kali nie...maybe kuar for 2 months... kaya dorg tu ahh... boring ehh kan jln pun nda beMood...no $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ arghh!!! stress stress streeesssss!!!!

bah chao lu....
laters...

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

FAILURE?

Assalamualaikum...batah dah na ku update my blog nie.... Well, lotsa things happened!!! Im still dissappointed n frustrated brabis....alum ilang rasanya since 1st tym i got the news!!! Well it was abt my RESULTS!!

Dulu...wen i knew i gona resit ja i felt happy brabis coz at least i didnt repeat or kna expelled dr skul. At least i try lg skali. During revision tym...i studied like hell... Mostly i studied sma2 with Meng coz our subjects yg kmi resit sama. Almost everyday kmi buat revision sma2 PC n TC. But Meng nda kana resit for PP Pak. Moi, I hv 2 resit dat paper, kna suruh buat report lg. Ntah ahh awal dah i felt dat aku na confident buat the report p Meng n my beloved cuz,S1, gave me support they believed dat i could do it. So i thought positively la na mau pkir yg aku na dpt buat. Some of my frens and Sir Idham ada tolong aku buat the report. So aku dpt relief sikit n confidnt dat my report gona be OK.

Aku sampat attachmnt for 6 days di DST. Org2 d sna ok jua, ramah, baik2. Tp d sna byk kraja...ngalih la and yg boringnya sal waktu kraja ja ari jumat n sabtu pun kraja. Mental yo!!! Im glad la dpt atchmnt d sna tho nda batah. I got new environment and experince. Msa result resit kuar i was at DST msh nunggu Asmah and Rumaizah dkat reception. While aku duduk of cors kabak2 la sal result ahh. Then i received msg frm S1 "Ko fail tc so ko repeat...Sory cuz"!!!! Only GOD knows how I felt dat tym.

On 8 Aug 05 aku stat skul balik...and for 1week i hadnt tell my parents dat I failed and I have to repeat one whole year. I planned kan tanya Ms wat part I failed and is it possible if dpt d reconsider balik. P jwpannya hampa!!!! I went to see Sir Idham few tyms luahkn apa yg ku na puas ati n i even cried in front of him dat i cud nt xcept all diz.P Sir bg gud advice la byk ia bg.It makes me realize repeat ani nda semestinya ur a failure...After tu i feel much better la...only then i told my parents abt my results.Of cors dorg bising if na pass p apa jua bule buat kn?

From now on, I dun want to make d same mistake again...I dun 1 people look down at me!!! Itz really painful to be a failure but we shud try to improve it..n learn frm mistakes.

To all my frenz yg pass and get thru msa resit and exam ariatu...congratz guyz!!! all the best to y'all. To my beloved cuz,S1 and beloved frenz;Meng,Dayat, and Sir Idham...Thx 4 ur support and advice.I really appreciate it...Luv y'all...

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Uwaa...Tired!!!

Assalamualaikum...

Ngalih brabis ku today dri tengahari till 6pm jln2 d Mall. Pisan x ahh...Smpai ja d umah aku damam...dinginku...kakiku cramp p na teruk la...

Ac2ly...aku bjanji sma kawan2ku lama kn lunch out tengahari...tp aku jln ama cPeech instead coz Peech lapar dah sian jua ku gpun ia ganya sorg nada dangan. But b4 that I called up my fren sorg ni c Nooh tp nda ia angkat hpnya...balik2 udah ku call...tp hampa...tot nda jd...skali malasku mikirkan g aku jln sja tarus ama cPeech.Udh kn dekat Mall, brutah msg yg plan kmi tu jd...p aku gtau dorg yg aku join dorg nanti sja coz aku lunch ama Peech sja dulu.

Aftr lunch, Peech balik ITB p aku sma kwan2ku...skaliku liat 2 org jua ganya...yg lain ada yg balik n ada hal...So aku ikut dorg.Dorg kn ke umah Amal.cNooh kn minta dangani ia ke sna.Aftr dr umah kwnku..aku kna ntar ke Hypermart jumpa dorg geng Pisces....and cSaggitarius(lurus ka bexx aku na tau zodiac mu haha)Dorg 4 nunggu dah dr td hehe sian jua ku liat dorg c ratna kn dtg p ahr.So kmi jln sma2 p cNooh n Ata jln kjp kn sembhyg.So bermula lah lg TAWAF d mall. haha

Dlm kul 430 x bru dorg c Peech n Ratz dtg...pastu my frens cNooh n Ata pun smpai jua.c S1 balik awl sal kn ambil adinya lg.Aku plan kn jln2 sma2 semua.P Nooh n Ata lapar so kmi makan d KFC.Da rest jln2 ke atas aku msg c Peech if they'all mau join kmi.P no response!!!Takutku dorg marahhh...While we were eating ternampak ku c Peech,Ratz n Ratz's sis.Aku aga dorg n tanya dorg if mau join.Tp dorg na mau lgpun dorg kn balik kjp lg.Dorg cBexx awl dah balik.Me n my frenz planned kn jln ama dorg semua after mkn p semua balik dah.(soryy..guys if kmu boring prasanku aku yg minta bwa jln p aku na spent tym wit u guys...)So kmi pun balik la n aku ikut kawanku...

Well..atu ja hehe..ngalih ku udah...babai =)

Thursday, June 09, 2005

...Leave...

This song dedicated to SOMEONE...You know who you are...Bye2

Leave by Jojo

I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So wont cha come and sit and talk to me
Tell me how we are gonna be together always
Hope you know when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever(I never thought that any one)
Could make me feel this way
Now that your here all I want
Is just a chance to say

[Chorus]
Get Out, (Leave) Right Now,
It's the end of you and meIt's too late (now) and I can't wait
For you to be gone
Cuz I know about her and I wonder how I brought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you were just a waste of time

Tell why your looking so confused
When im the one who didn't know that truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone(So now that through all that is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame(to think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've got to leave
Because my heart is breakin
With every word im say
I gave up on everything I had
On something that just wouldnt last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyeeee eyeee eyeeesss

Get Out, (Leave) Right Now,
It's the end of you and meIt's too late (now) and I can't wait
For you to be gone
Cuz I know about her and I wonder how I brought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you were just a waste of time

Get Out, (Leave) Right Now,
It's the end of you and meIt's too late (now) and I can't wait
For you to be gone
Cuz I know about her and I wonder how I brought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you were just a waste of time

Shattered into pieces...

Today im really dissappointed with sum1...ntahhh ahh he broke ma heart so BADLY...!!! I feel sooo....stupid all diz while!!! Why is it alwez end like this? I cried sampai bangkung mataku after he admitted "it"!!! buduhh!!! *sigh* Cana bulih kan tu? Wat did i do wrong? Malasku pikirkan lg...
I think itz over now...nothg to thk abt it...move on sja!!! I cry no more!!!

Dunia belum berakhir.....kalau kau sakitkan aku....lalaalalalaaaaaaaaa.......

bah later...

Monday, June 06, 2005

Love This Song Bcoz of Sumone...

I love this song becoz of my fren...bila ku dgr aku pun suka jua...hehe
His name is Wafie...bulan 7 iakan blayar ke New Zealand...gonna miss u,boy!! Take care ayt...

Terlambat Mengerti by Dygta
Sedetik waktu...
Ku melupakanmu...
Kini menjadi...
Sesal di hatiku...

Dan kepergianmu...
Membuatku mengerti...
Tanpamu di sini...
Ku merindukanmu..

Dan semua yg pernah kau berikan...
Telah membuka mataku...
Untukmu...

Kini ku mencintaimu...
Memiliki dirimu...
Dan waktu telah merubah segalanya...
Masihkah dirimu mencintaiku...
Maafkan aku...
Ku terlambat mengerti...
Ohh...

Dan semua yg pernah kau berikan...
Telah membuka mataku...
Untukmu...

Kini ku mencintaimu...
Memiliki dirimu...
Dan waktu telah merubah segalanya...
Masihkah dirimu mencintaiku...
Maafkan aku...
Ku terlambat mengerti...

Masihkah ada waktu yg tersisa...
Tuk kembali padamu...
Mencintaiku...
Ohhh...ohhh...

Kini ku mencintaimu...
Memiliki dirimu...
Dan waktu telah merubah segalanya...
Masihkah dirimu (masihkah dirimu ) mencintaiku...
Maafkan aku...
Ku terlambat mengerti...
Ohh...